This is affecting me more than I wanted it to. I guess life has its own plan for you. And maybe this is the way its supposed to be.
The truth doesn’t hurt me, having to accept it does. :l
I keep refreshing my page over and over again, waiting for a message that I know will never get here.
I just don't know.
I find myself hiding here because yes, I am trying to avoid you. Truth is: I have no idea what I want.
Every time something seems to be going good I screw it up. Well I’m sorry honey, but I’m just not used to getting things my way!